So just let me tell ya.
She lives in a fairy tale, somewhere too far for us to find.
When a retail pharmacist has to perform pharmacokinetic calculations
Bahaha.
My first Journal club…..
LOL.
As soon as you get home from an event that you were forced to dress professional
how you start to feel about everyone half way through second semester
So true bahaha not about EVERYONE but most. What do you expect when you cram a bunch of high strung people into a building and make them take all their classes together for 4 years?!?
Things to keep in MIND.What I Gained From Losing “Friends”
When I got serious about fitness, I lost a lot of “friends”. They ridiculed me for being “too healthy” and not going to parties anymore. After a while, they gave up trying to drag me back to that scene and disappeared. Then when I started posting pictures of my hard work (my physique) I was suddenly bombarded with questions about training and diet and invitations to all kinds of get-togethers by those same people who constantly criticized me. At first I thought losing friends over my new lifestyle was a bad thing, but the truth is I learned who my REAL friends were. Don’t allow negative people to rob you of your dreams. Go after them whole heartedly. The people who genuinely support you will be there by your side. I love you guys, you know who you are!
“Keep away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people will always do that. But the really great make you believe that you too can become great”.
It was one of those nights. How can you be in a room so full of people yet feel so alone. That’s something I wish I didn’t know the answer to. Sometimes I think I go to these extreme measures because I know how people really feel about me. I’ll show them. I’ll show them all. I am sick of being alienated because I am at a different part of my life. I’m so sick of feeling alone and so much sadness because of it. I wish I had one person who understood. That’s all I wish for. One person.
Start of day 4
I am down a total of 4.4 pounds. Not once have I felt like I was starving. Totally gonna add this soup to my normal eating. Will update Monday morning after day 7.
Day 1
So its 7:55 PM and I have almost made it through day 1!! Today I ate a bunch of fruit and then came home and made a HUUUUUGE pot of that cabbage soup. I ate about 4 huge bowls. Tomorrow is veggie day and I am thinking that I will be eating lots and lots of soup because I have never been too fond of raw vegetables —- but I can also have them steamed so thats an idea. I am hoping that when I wake up in the morning the scale has moved a little! I’ve been stuck the last 2 weeks even though I’ve been eating right/exercising for the most part..so we shall see! I wasn’t ever starving today, just not as full as I normally am. Will write tomorrow morning after I weight myself!
Edit —- Weighed myself after day 1: down 1 pound!
I am starting this today. Boyfriend and I decided to give our lifestyle changes we’ve been attempting a little “boost” that we would not cheat on our food choices until thanksgiving. Thats 10 days. This will take up 7 days. I am not telling him I am doing this. I am thinking its very doable because I can still eat as much as I’d like..the type of food is just restricted. Wish me luck. I will be blogging every day for the next 7 days (at the end of the night) to report how I did that day!
Fun stuff
Awesome iPhone wraps
love what matters
(Source: anatomy-of-recovery, via kristinamarie)
Please. I’m trying. Just when its seems to be working and I finally feel like I’m over this ever present feeling of solitude, his temper messes everything up and basically unravels everything I’ve been trying so hard to do. I feel smaller now than I have in a long while and I could sure use a friend right about now.
So true.
(via marykhiet)
It’s frustrating when all you feel is sad. There are people way worse off than you yet you sit around feeling sad.
